a cacophony of sorts

a cacophony... wala lang... ang talino nung dating ng title eh. kakaaliw. isa pa namimiss ko na ang mga high faluting words na yan na sa college papers ko lang nagagamit.isa pa if i talk to someone using english words such as the one i used in my title, i fear that i would cause a sudden gush of blood from the nostrils of the person i am speaking with. ha! tama na.

in other news, tomorrow will be the WORLD EARTH DAY. we will have an hour of power interruption GLOBALLY, to raise awareness about the massive deterioration of our planet and the carelessness of human beings. bout time dangnamit! this not some heroes-shit about save the cheerleader save the world bull! this is serious business! we really need to save the world. we dont have anywhere else to go if this planet suddenly goes kaboom! we need to reuse, reduce and dangnamit recycle! RECYCLE! so if you ever see Paris Hilton going up and about in LA or wherever part of the world she's in, drive her to the nearest recycling plant, we should really recycle plastic more often. maybe we could make out something more productive to society than lolling around flashing everyone with your VV.. haha!! just kidding! i love paris hilton! she makes my day so... whats the word im looking for??? uhm.... entertaining!

in other unrelated paragraph, i just remembered something about food. we always associate food with memory right? or atleast in my case. because we travelled all the way to san fernando, pampanga earlier to buy some sweets and uraro and taba ng alimango and pastillas etc. for pasalubong for our kamag - anak in the states. so, my sister who loves pastillas and anything creamy ate in one sitting like 5 packets of pastillas. and i just sat there beside her staring as she gobbles up piece by piece like she just discovered the wonderful world of disneyland. and out of the blue i remembered way back 1999 or 2000 i think, we were sitting on the dining room, across from each other and i was just looking at her, concocting her own version of yema. she did it in a theatrical way like i was an audience and she's a chef.
when she finished, she offered some to me, and to the rest of the clan but no one dared to take a bite. she wasnt disappointed or anything, but she was quite happy that no one liked it but her... (greedy monster! ehehe) so for the last 24 hours she ate her yema every minute. she finished it! the whole friggin' bowl! if you've been to our house you'd know which bowl im talking about... anyway yeah she finished it. the next day... she had a bad case of the numbah 2! she got LBM from eating too much! haha! she was so smug about making her own yema and finishing it all!! the whole house was laughing so hard! hahahaha!!! i still laugh whenever i remember that. hay.

new age mantra

i refuse to wallow in pain
i refuse to suffer because of him
he is NOT worth it
i am pretty and smart and talented
i DESERVE better
so much better!

for the 7 month/year itch/curse.

i miss the beach...

this is how you complement a lady

"my wife taught me how to be a man,
and a lot of other things i thought i knew,
i was about 68% of a man, when my wife came,
she taught me how to be a 100% man... i love her"

- Tom Hanks on the Oprah Show

this is the life

there is nothing like early morning relaxation in a hammock, with the breeze cradling you.

eye candies, tattoos and a lot more

i refuse to wallow in pain and misery. and i refuse to let other people know about what happened/happening to me. i refuse. so instead im gonna showcase here the things that are running in my head. first of, my crushes, yes plural, i have lots, and im not gonna hold back... im gonna show you people my crushes since i can remember! hahaha!! brace your self!

forever crush:
cmon! who doesnt LOVE ♥♥ the hotness that is JOHNNY DEPP! whether he's rugged, dirty, perv, cleancut, i love him!! I ♥♥♥♥♥ him!







pretty boy crush:
hay... jun matsumoto. mas maganda sya sakin!!! waaaaaaaahhhhh!!! whatever. i still ♥ him.









bad boy crush:
danny messer! csi ny hottie!










as of now crush:
who is not inlove with this guy right now? no one. hay... i want a makulet na lovelife. hahahaha!!!






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tattoo. i've been contemplating on getting a tattoo of a cherry blossom on my arm, yes, my whole right arm. it would consist a branches and cherry blossoms, with initials of my relatives and friends. like a memorial tattoo for those who passed away. every time a person close to my heart dies, i would inked a cherry blossom on my arm in his/her memory. for now, im gonna put that dream on hold, when i told my parents about it, this is their exact reply "sige, pa-tattoo ka, pag dating mo dito, nakahanda na yung kutsilyo at tatalupan kita..." diba???! supportive parents!

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slum booking-buking!

THE LETTER A
Are you available?: yes. finally.
What is your age?: 20
What annoys you?: waiting, sweat, hot sun

THE LETTER B
Do you live in a big house?: Nah.
When is your birthday?: 08.31.1986
Who is your best friend?: paula

THE LETTER C
What's your favorite candy?: reese's peanut buttercups. meiji black choco
Who's your crush?: just look up.
When was the last time you cried?: i have yet to cry.

THE LETTER D
Do you daydream?: uh... yeah!
What's your favorite kind of dog?: i want a blue coated chow-chow and a collie
What day of the week is it?: thursday

THE LETTER E
How do you like your eggs?: overturned
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: stare blankly into space

THE LETTER F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes
Do you use fly swatters?: not anymore

THE LETTER G
Do you chew gum?: yes
Are you a giver or a taker?: giver and taker
Do you like gummy candies?: yes

THE LETTER H
How are you?: never better
What color is your hair?: Brown

THE LETTER I
What's your favorite ice cream?: i ♥ chocochipcookies ice cream
Have you ever ice skated?: yes

THE LETTER J
What's your favorite jelly?: blueberry
Do you wear jewelry? nope

THE LETTER K
Who do you want to kill?: a lot of people
Do you want kids?: im sticking with 6

THE LETTER L
Are you laid back?: laid-back is an understatement
Do you lie?: yes

THE LETTER M
What's your favorite movie?: right now its ACROSS THE UNIVERSE
Do you like mangoes?: yeah all types!

THE LETTER N
Do you have a nickname?: yes, julai, jules, dimple, pappon, poleng
Whats your favorite number?: 6
Do you prefer night over day?: night

THE LETTER O
What's your one wish?: Nothing bad happens to my family.
Are you an only child?: nah

THE LETTER P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: something bads gonna happen after being so happy
What personality trait you look for in people?: honesty and frankness...

THE LETTER Q
What's your favorite quote?: Nobody is perfect but parts of me are excellent

THE LETTER R
Do you think you're always right?: No

THE LETTER S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rain

THE LETTER T
What time is it?: 1:06 am
What time did you wake up?: past 10
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: grade 6, GSP camping trip

THE LETTER U
Are you wearing underwear?: Of course!

THE LETTER V
What's the worst veggie: AMPALAYA!!! yuck!
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Siargao, palawan, aspen, ottawa

THE LETTER W
What's your worst habit?: staring blankly into space
Where do you live?: sa lugar na bawal ang tamad! OLONGAPO CITY!
What's your worst fear?: failure

THE LETTER X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: yup
Have you seen the x-games?: no
Do you own a xylophone?: when i was a kid, was never good at it

THE LETTER Y
Do you like the color yellow?: opkors!
What's one thing you yearn for?: go back in time

THE LETTER Z
What's your zodiac sign?: virgo
Do you believe in the zodiac?: nah! i had a bad case of zodiac diarrhea!
Favorite zoo animal?: tigers! ROAR!