12.29.2013

since when did i became so needy?

As the title suggest: when did i became so needy??
I was never a needy person, ive been so independent that I never really ask anyone for help. Even at work. So I do not know how I became like this. Its freaking awful!!

I was so used to being alone, that I find more comfort in the silence of my own pad. Now, I cant. Since having a boyfriend, I became somewhat dependent on him. The normal things that I was ok to do alone I somehow cannot do anymore. Like watching a movie, going out just because...I am so needy its not even funny!

And now that he is not with me, I miss him terribly.. :(