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i remember the time that i blogged about being fat and being told by alot of people, some i dont even know that 'i would be beautiful, if i werent fat', and remembered feeling so disgusted and so angry at how shallow these people were, for saying those things to me, that i resorted to laugh so hard because i pitied them for being so indiscreet about how they feel towards me.
and whenever i remember that time, i just feel so frustrated, because alot of people still feel that beauty is always associated with being skinny. that being accepted in this day and age for being fat? is as far long as the the first amphibian evolved into a land animal.
no matter how we try, or preach or propagate positive ads about being fat, chubby or horizontally challenge, people still cannot find it in their hearts to look deeper into the person before saying things to them.
and i am slowly getting tired of telling people to "beuaty is only skin deep."
if i ever get another "compliment" like that again, i'll just shot back and say "put a sock in it, assface!"

being skinny is not being perfect ir pretty, being skinny is being skinny.