emo trip is shit

I dont know why im getting emotional/sentimental more and more everyday. i dont think it comes with the friends coz they make me happy... special someone perhaps?? i dont know. i know he's special... there must be something in the air. the weird thing about this is, its not even february (technically the love month.) i think my heart is on permanent 'crushed mode'. It feels like its always broken. if i get an x-ray, i think it would look EXACTLY like this. i need to have a working heart you know.

but i think this emo trip will pass. i think this is all due to the fact that i watch a lot of sappy movies/shows. i've been catching up on tagalog movies all of a sudden, like the movie One More Chance. Its like the best love story movie of all the freaking time. It made a benchmark on my category of movies. its never a good love story unless it tramps One More Chance. SERIOUSLY. what movie do you get lines like these:

"mahal na mahal kita, kahit ang sakit sakit na..." -AWTS!

"she loved me at my worst, you had me at my best yet you chose to break my heart.." -AWTS again!

"kagustuhan ko naman ito di ba? bakit ako ang nasasaktan ng sobra,a lam mo lagi ko pa ding sinasabi sana ako, sana ako nalang, sana ako nalang ulit.." - SUPER AWTS