This overwhelming feeling swallowed me last friday. I dunno why I let myself be victimized by this annoying feeling. It consumed me for the greater part of thursday and friday. My twitter account is a testament to that. Maybe i should stop fighting with myself. Really, its unhealthy and it only brings out nothing but negative delusions and emotions that should never be there.
I should look into the brighter side of things, it hasnt mentioned and done something that would make me question about everything for the past months... I think thats a good sign... is it?
I just cant do another painful year. I just cant. my walls are slowly crumbling and i kept on putting cement on every crack, trying to fill out the voids that i know if i let it be, would be catastrophic for me...
i just want to stop.
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