4.05.2008

25 years of forbidden kingdom

kung may pera lang ako bibilhin ko ang bagong album ni MJ, at panonoorin ko sa sine ang bagong pelikula ni Jackie Chan at Jet Li! ano ba yun?! ASTEEEEGGG tsong! im sure magiging 2nd favorite chinese movie ko to of all time!!! syempre numero uno es The Curse of the Golden Flower!!! wwwwaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!


3.31.2008

phat

i remember the time that i blogged about being fat and being told by alot of people, some i dont even know that 'i would be beautiful, if i werent fat', and remembered feeling so disgusted and so angry at how shallow these people were, for saying those things to me, that i resorted to laugh so hard because i pitied them for being so indiscreet about how they feel towards me.
and whenever i remember that time, i just feel so frustrated, because alot of people still feel that beauty is always associated with being skinny. that being accepted in this day and age for being fat? is as far long as the the first amphibian evolved into a land animal.
no matter how we try, or preach or propagate positive ads about being fat, chubby or horizontally challenge, people still cannot find it in their hearts to look deeper into the person before saying things to them.
and i am slowly getting tired of telling people to "beuaty is only skin deep."
if i ever get another "compliment" like that again, i'll just shot back and say "put a sock in it, assface!"

being skinny is not being perfect ir pretty, being skinny is being skinny.

3.29.2008

a cacophony of sorts

a cacophony... wala lang... ang talino nung dating ng title eh. kakaaliw. isa pa namimiss ko na ang mga high faluting words na yan na sa college papers ko lang nagagamit.isa pa if i talk to someone using english words such as the one i used in my title, i fear that i would cause a sudden gush of blood from the nostrils of the person i am speaking with. ha! tama na.

in other news, tomorrow will be the WORLD EARTH DAY. we will have an hour of power interruption GLOBALLY, to raise awareness about the massive deterioration of our planet and the carelessness of human beings. bout time dangnamit! this not some heroes-shit about save the cheerleader save the world bull! this is serious business! we really need to save the world. we dont have anywhere else to go if this planet suddenly goes kaboom! we need to reuse, reduce and dangnamit recycle! RECYCLE! so if you ever see Paris Hilton going up and about in LA or wherever part of the world she's in, drive her to the nearest recycling plant, we should really recycle plastic more often. maybe we could make out something more productive to society than lolling around flashing everyone with your VV.. haha!! just kidding! i love paris hilton! she makes my day so... whats the word im looking for??? uhm.... entertaining!

in other unrelated paragraph, i just remembered something about food. we always associate food with memory right? or atleast in my case. because we travelled all the way to san fernando, pampanga earlier to buy some sweets and uraro and taba ng alimango and pastillas etc. for pasalubong for our kamag - anak in the states. so, my sister who loves pastillas and anything creamy ate in one sitting like 5 packets of pastillas. and i just sat there beside her staring as she gobbles up piece by piece like she just discovered the wonderful world of disneyland. and out of the blue i remembered way back 1999 or 2000 i think, we were sitting on the dining room, across from each other and i was just looking at her, concocting her own version of yema. she did it in a theatrical way like i was an audience and she's a chef.
when she finished, she offered some to me, and to the rest of the clan but no one dared to take a bite. she wasnt disappointed or anything, but she was quite happy that no one liked it but her... (greedy monster! ehehe) so for the last 24 hours she ate her yema every minute. she finished it! the whole friggin' bowl! if you've been to our house you'd know which bowl im talking about... anyway yeah she finished it. the next day... she had a bad case of the numbah 2! she got LBM from eating too much! haha! she was so smug about making her own yema and finishing it all!! the whole house was laughing so hard! hahahaha!!! i still laugh whenever i remember that. hay.

3.26.2008

new age mantra

i refuse to wallow in pain
i refuse to suffer because of him
he is NOT worth it
i am pretty and smart and talented
i DESERVE better
so much better!


for the 7 month/year itch/curse.

i miss the beach...

3.24.2008

this is how you complement a lady

"my wife taught me how to be a man,
and a lot of other things i thought i knew,
i was about 68% of a man, when my wife came,
she taught me how to be a 100% man... i love her"


- Tom Hanks on the Oprah Show