gives you hell part 2

im pretty sure that im an evil person. i laugh at your misery, i find it amusing that you feelings are constantly hurt, im basking in your defeated ego and i laugh at your pride (that you so highly stood with).

actually, i think and over and done with you EH. i dont need to feel like im ugly and im incompetent to care all the time. im good at comprising but somehow with you, its always... i dunno... im unfair?? its always been for the past month a whirlwind of PETTY arguments. like i dont text you enough. i dont call you enough, i always fell asleep when were talking, yadda yadda yadda...

alright, and i apologise for those things. but good god EH!! im working nightshift! at daylight im a fucking zombie!!! i try my very best to be alive and interested with no sleep for 13-16 hours. just so i could spend time with you. god give me a fucking break!!!

i gave you the break and space you wanted, i didnt argue with you. because you said that you needed to think were you are going and if its with me. fine. (though in my head i said screw you)

you know what i realised in that time... screw you. youre a fucking deadweight. im carrying a fucking deadweight. youve not only manage to stress me with your whines, you also manage to cause a little rupture in my sanity.

you know what happened when im in no contact with you? im more alive at work, i can finally spend some RnR with my bff pau, whom i havent seen in ages, go to the spa, go to the salon, got my nails did, and finally SLEEP with no interruption.

and now, you want back? you finally realised that you wanted me??

hell will freeze over first before ill do that.

cheers!!

gff + bff's

it was so nice to see my bff pau! i am so happy, you really cant explain it. we havent seen each other for months or years i think. hay its sooo much fun reminiscing the good ol' days. we even talked about our other bff who is now living in the us. she hasnt come yet since she moved when we we're starting freshman college, so its roughly around 7 years already?? hayss.... so hard to find great girlfriends these days, its soo good to have someone like them to be friends with. no mater the distance and the time that we've been away, when we see each other its all the same. in honor of great girlfriends below are some pictures of the lovely ladies that are taking over my life since pre-k.

im tired of everything really.

i dont want to talk abt what happened at work anymore because i want to forget about it and never visit it again. the only thing that made me happy this week is the brit-brit episode in Glee. thank you brittany s. pierce.

happy birthday to the baddest bitch in the phils! LOL

yep that is me whoring myself to the camera! LOLs!

nah. im diverting to the way i usually spend my day duirng my bday. and im not gonna ask the 5 questions also.

so start of my day, i got here from manila at 8am, first thing i did was to look at my fb page. I dont even think i deserve such love, here it is:

this is when i checked at around 2.30ish

i have like 55 wall post already! i love y'all.

nweiz, mom and i will travel to the south tomorrow so the first order of the day is to pack our stuff. this is what i packed:

i packed light because its hot in the south so i mostly packed shorts and beach stuff. and i cannot believed it all fit into that D&B overnighter.

i packed everything that i need like:

tropical baby sunblock and sunscreen

myra e facial sunscreen (which eye ♥ btw)

my fave blue bikini

pink ipod nano 4th gen

camera

bonnet

my slip ons customised shoes which i totally love. i'll post the pic later (if you want one done for you, you can go to this website wickedtj.multiply.com --> Titan's website you can check out his shoes. he's my friend and he's really nice)

and clothes!

that's it! cant weyt!

oh yeah... i almost kille dmyself for missing the emmy's check out their opening GLEE inspired number, this would be so awesome if they included Brittany to the skit!

eye love! cant stop watching it!

EYE ♥ Pantene Hair Fall Control

in furnace effective ang pantene sa herr ko.

Before my hair would only be tamed when i use Citre shine its really my go to shampoo and conditioner, however in manila i cant get citre shine easily, if i ran out of it... good luck with my hair.. i tried rejoice, clear, sunsilk, h&s, even l'oreal. nothing worked! until Pantene. I love it soo much now. I have monstrous hair fall and after 2 days my hair fall was lessened at least 75%!!! I KENT BILIBIT ASWELL!! the adverts said its atleast 14 days, but after two days,, super keri na!!! citre shine is still my go to shampoo but things might change with pantene around! I even use the Limited Edition Hair Deep Conditioner from Japan and it really REALLY works! I really really ♥ it!