is it just me? its just me.

im still having jitters from the past weeks happening. as you guys remember i told you about my new wave that im the only girl, (well now, we're 2. thank God) we had an extemporaneous speech for our esl class, and the topic i got was the shitiest ever. "do you believe in love at first sight? why or why not?" i said AMP*** out loud. and you know, when i say curses out loud, its really loud! good thing sam milby look-alike jason was the only trainer in the room. whew. we're kindda buddies eh. we're actually more at ease with jason around. some are a little uptight. anyways.

it's supposed to be a SPEECH. a SPEECH. not a question and answer portion. i got grilled on the spot and up to now, im still getting grilled. because i only manage to answer, "no, i dont fall for a piece of eye candy." after that i got bombarded with questions after questions. taena! nasabi ko tuloy, "baket ba? wag nio na lang alamin, dahil hindi ko rin alam! basta mangyayari un pag nangyari yun!" after that i got to thinking... what do i really look for in a guy?

whenever i think about what happened to me in the past, the only thing that came to mind was, whenever i develop a crush on someone, we always have a good conversation for weeks/months. and all of the crushes that i had became/already my good friends.

so i think. conversation is the key to my heart.

we should be able to converse about anything and everything under the sun. i'd appreciate it more if you could tell me a thing or two about a topic/subject i dont know. introduce me to a world i haven't been before. and you should never EVER pretend you know everything about a certain topic because i can tell. and lastly it doesnt matter if you're cute, or handsome or dashing, whether you're buff or not. physical beauty fades. and i dont need anything that's temporary.

its just a plus if you're an eye candy.

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and not to forget. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOMS IN THE WORLD!!!!

specially the BEST MOM in the WORLD!

I LOVE YOU MOM!!