christmas party at starbucks

people! friends!

we've been planning a little get-together/christmas party/mini reunion of my college buddies, and where is that? none other than every ones fave plave STARBUCKS!! c'mon its starbucks peepz everyone should come!!! even me!! ahahah!! was talking to yoj via ym about the said plan, she told me I should be there, for i am notorious for planning a party but the one who will not show up!! ahahaah!! sorry bout that guys!!

yes sho, i finally updated my good for nothing blog! too busy and admittedly too lazy to update, i'd rather sleep my ass off than look at the computer and actually try to make my braincells working...you know how we people roll..

like now, why updating my blog here, im yawning non stop. my bed is beckoning me to come and leave this sad reality. and enter dream land once again.

forever hopeless.

i miss being a student. the thrill of waiting for summer to come and laze around, or the eternal jolly-ness of the christmas vacay... even sembreak... when this seasons come around, i just shrug it off, its insignificant, i still need to go to work. badtrip......

as the last woman standing/im so girly i wanna puke on myself

due to insistent harassing of my friends i will write again, here on my blog atleast.
i dont know if my rants make any sense or is worth reading... because even i wouldn't want to read about some bratty little kid whining about life and its misguided adventures while pitying on the sorry state of her rustic writing skill pretending to be a journalist... scratch that, a writer i mean..

yes people i graduated with a degree in journalism and ended up in a state of foreign loving tongue of a call center agent. yes. i admit. i am a call center agent.
and with lack of time to write and read about stuff, i have neglected my true love. and like any other neglected being on this earth, my true love slowly withered and died... leaving me, forever imprisoned with nothing but gray streaks of its marks left on the imprints of my fingers...

if i didnt succumb to boredom...

i want some new garbs!!!

i just went shopping last week and now this week i want to go again..
this is insanity. addiction to the core. make me stop!! help me! make me stop!!!

im in a search for cute golden wedges now, i was able to find some in hdy in libis but im still looking for the "it" factor, like the goddess wedges from people are people super!

and lastly im loving sunshine yellow shoes of anykind!!!

v-a-c-a-t-i-o-n

dad's been pretty busy with his projects. thank you Lord for keeping my dad employed... well he is employed but dad and his best friend kuya vic has ventured on an electrical contracting business, and is currenlty handling another hotel contract and after that, dad has another contract to start, i think life is giving us a lot now, though we can still feel the pressure as it gets us sometime, but now im making my own money, i feel that it's less difficult for us to make ends meet. not that we're having too much difficulty, it's just that now im out of the picture of weekly allownces, semestral tuition fees, and other whatnots, my dad and mom has finally found some breathing room... hope my dad's contracts will project some pretty good things...

planning vacays is the one hassle that we wish to oversome, with my brother and i having work pretty much on a daily basis, vacays are simply out of our agenda. but dad's wanting us to spend christmas in hong kong, not really christmas more on a holiday vacay for some much needed family r n' r... if not hong kong at least in bacolod, daddy's been itching to go to aklan for some time now, even bribing us in bringing us to boracay... i want to go to, but i cannot leave my job just like that... but im not counting crows yet, we will get there... it's still september, we have a lot of time to think and arrange this before it's over...

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i miss my hair... grow please!!

since when...

wow... since when did i last blogged? i haven't blog for a month na siguro... exagg, 2 weeks tops. much happened in my life. i got my pre-work jitter off. i just got my 2 paychecks, which slids off my hand the moment my mom and sister gets a hold of me. well, what happened na nga ba?

well, some of what happened i can barely remember, siguro kwento ko n lang mga highlights...

high light number 1:

birthday ni autobot ryan, last sept. 10. inuman!!!!!! naman!!! drank 4 bottles of el hombre tequila. shet. tumba! with that session, me, ging, tonee and kaye bonded really well, and established a pretty solid friendship. not that ging and i needed a much more solid friendship than the one we already have, but it doesnt hurt to form a much stronger bond especially with two of greatest people we could meet.

issue! issue! issue!!

highlight number 2:

mom and i had a massage. that's it.

minsan kakatamad magblog.

kadiri si jc de vera, parang tinubuan ng higad sa mukha!!! eewww!!! grossness!!!

happy birthday to me!

yes! happy birthday!!!! i was quite sick two days before my birthday, so i didnt get to celebrate, but on the 1st of september around 8.am after we got off from work we drank, and ate. ahahaha. breakfast consist of san mig strong ice and andok's liempo and litson manok.

nweiz...
salamat sa inyo:

MOMMY AND DADDY
TINTIN
PAULA KATRINA REGALA
NICOLE TRISHA DE SESTO
JAYES LLANTADA
VANESSA MARIE VALLES
MA. CLARETTE MENDOZA
DAISY MAE VILLEGAS
REAWANDA KABIGTING
ZAIDEE BERNISS MENDIOLA
NIZZI GATDULA
TITA NITZ GATDULA
BONJZ
EDGAR JOSEPH BONIQUIT
GIANNE
MARIA FRANCESCA JOANNA LIRIO
MAUREEN
PAMELA
ALEAH ALAM
SARAH AMIHAN AZUCENA
MACY DE LOS SANTOS
MARY JOY DE LARA
---eTeletubbies---

the icky-icky feeling

have you read my past entry?

it's too mushy even for me... ahahahahahaha.

okey i'll stop stop.

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bakit ang sungit mo? pinapansin naman kita ah? ikaw nga itong dedma eh... baket ba? anong problema mo? wala naman tayong relasyon ah, nag a-assume ka kasi dyan? bahala ka...

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guilty pleasures

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things i LOVE about you

1. you make everyday special
2. you surprise me with "i love yous" with no apparent reason
3. you put up with my messed up way of loving you
4. you know whatever it is im thinking even if we're miles apart
5. you treat me like a princess-queen-goddess
6. you know things when there are things to be known
7. you laugh when i laugh, and you cry whn i cry
8. you're afraid of me as i am of you
9. you're fair with me even if i am unfair
10. you support me and give me space
11. you know every single detail of my life
12. you keep me wanting for more
13. you've been with me for more than i can remember and yet it's never boring
14. you're my complete opposite
15. YOU, i LOVE YOU. Because YOU LOVE ME... FATS AND ALL.

too much monkeying around

i am officially broke. i took my mom, dad, and sister duty-free shopping and yes, they used up all of my money buying chocolates, chips, juice, milk among other things. yeah.

well news flash, our washing machine and fridge were broken, so dad bought a new washing machine, no news yet on the new fridge.

i just found this emo picture on my sister's folder and i just fell in love with it!!! awww.....




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yup rico, i wont forget the i.d. lace.

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not enough fun things to say for lack thereof of fun things to do. well im gonna post some gooey shoes...

im seeing neon pink sunshine!

wow! that brightened up my day!

we had an adventure.
lemme tell ya...

this is what happened, we got off on our shift at 4 am. freakin cold and wet from the rain, walked a couple of feet to get to our house and fished my stuff, went back to eastwood, rode a taxi and went to cubao. oh by the way, we saw ac on the way to eastwood. okey back to the story, so we rode a taxi... damn the taxi!! smelled like rotting feet!!! and so we arrived at cubao, we wanted to eat mami so we walked like four blocks just to eat at chowking, but needless to say we didn't get to eat at chowking instead we went back to victory liner and ate tapsi and longsi at 7-11, while we waited for aian to arrive.

we sat at the back propped our feet up because we're like 10 passengers on a 52 seater bus, laughed and joked around till we got to gapo.

when we got to gapo, ging's bro cal, picked us up with his brand new evolution car, the one that was used by paul walker in too fast too furious! damn that ride!!!

then when i got home, i slept.

couldn't tell you much of the details because it would bore you out, and yes, most of it are confidential.

caredead busted

ahahaha... im caredead.

but you're not.

im pretty stoked that i've finally let you go... well there's nothing much for me to hold on to from YOU. you've pretty much handled everything. i found out, its not my fault but yours. i've tried everything in my power to keep it, but you deliberatly pushed me away. so not my lost. yours.

and all's well that ends well.

im closing this chapter in my life, where YOU were a part of, BIG TIME. im not saying that you'll never be a part of my life, you still are, but with a minor role. a curtain puller or something.

being caredead is fun. because as jade said, "you and me are wonderfully poker faced"

ahaha.

-shit happens-

too early too late

i don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
- paola cole

i think its irreversible, what happened between us is beyond repair. what happened to us anyway? one minute we we're happily chugging and next here we are. ignoring each other, only managing a little hi or hello around the corner. fuck... it's too early, it's not even a month... fuck this.

i'll stop now. i can't do anything about it anymore.

being ilang

never have i imagined i would be this ilang with him. no more staring at each other's eyes while talking, no more hugs left to be cherished, no more feeling of that grade-school like giddy upon hearing his voice, no more the unexpected affection towards my well-being. no more.

im in a point where too much of being a girl is really too much. and its fucking wrong.

how i wish i could turn back time and chose not to have met him, not even mentioning his name, not looking at him. not having the same melancholic smile like his. he is addictive. an aphrodisiac waiting for me to savor then again leaving my mouth with bitter spikes of truth and lies. he is my waterloo and my strength. but at this time, i chose to see him as a pungent arsenal of unending decay of rotting flesh.

and i am slowly pulling myself up.

how long is too long...

a lot has happened to me since i last blogged. i got work, been dedicated to it, fell in love with it, fell out of love with it, and regain it's trust again. i've lost pseudofriends in the process aswell. i've gained new love and lost it, felt that irresistible urge to curse and spit at someone's face but held back and matured. missed a lot of birthdays and dinners with friends, missed a lot of the good movies shown in the big screen, (i.e the simpsons) and lost touched with what i really want and need.

its one big vortex of doom that i've been sucked into, with puzzle pieces waiting for me to discover to have as my key to end the agony of being a shit.

a shit. that's what they think of me, a shit. if being smart is being a shit then i am a shit. if speaking your mind is being a shit then im the biggest shit. if caring for someone honestly close to your heart and mistaken for being plastic then i am the biggest shit in the universe.

i won't change and never will. if you can't accept that then fine by me, i tried to get along, felt free of it all and end up being a shitbat crazy ass bitch then go ahead. go get along your way. i won't pretend im okey anymore, i wont pretend im cool.

people are rare beings. and i am one of those rare gems you find when you search in the mud. because i am covered with muck and grime, the only way to find me is to pick me up and accept that a stone is a gem, not a gem to begin with.

goo in the loo

i was having a hard time trying to figure out what im gonna blog today. im still uncertain of things that i want to say, i dont want to sound like a collection of idiosyncracies that other people spit out on the hot asphalt... but im beginning to think that maybe i am. maybe the way i blog is an idiosyncratic way of letting out my frustrations revel their way up to cyberspace and into your pages. my lack of things important enough to be published in the spunned web of mediocrity is eating valuable space here in the cyberworld. imagine, my blog eating up 250 gig(theoretically) of binary codes that nobody would want to read about, has gotten in the way of AP or Reuters publishing a story about the fall of Osama (which will not happen in the near future. and the world would find out that a certain blog of mediocre content has gotten in the way of the most serious and unexpected news of all time!! i would be banned from using the internet for the rest of my life. and if i wont stop whining here, maybe i'll banned myself.

enough.

on the lighter events of my life, i visited my inner heiress again Carrie Birmingham, if you don't know who she is, go to my old blog and read my post entitled meet my inner heiress. (look it up yourself, i wont put a link here) she has a major problem, her sister stars on a reality show about heiresses in private. which would mean that Carrie would be exposed! the bane of her anonymous existence will end! i don't know what will happen to them... yet. and whatever happened to nick?

well i'll never know unless i visit my happy place again.

im a happy cat!

it's always hard starting over but the road get less harder when friends are with you all the way. thank you friends and other readers for welcoming me and my new blog into cyberspace. hehehe!

emails have come my way asking me why macaronicure, why is my banner like that well, wait no more because im gonna asnwer your queries one by one.

1. why did i name this macaronicure?
--> well i named this macaronicure, because i was eating bakedmac when i made this, i was actually tweaking my ol'blog, and got frustrated because it got stuck in its previous state. my new post won't go up, my banner wouldn't show, my new links dissapeared, so i got tired and decided to make a new one, and eating bakedmac released a lot of endorphins for me and made me totally happy.

2. "your kisses taste like garlic" where did that come from?
--> that line came from a cartoon character from "my gym partner's monkey" named jake spidermonkey. i don't know, i kindda liked it and i kept repeating it, so i added it to my banner.

3. where did u get ur banner?
--> i got it in a netshop in galleria, i loved it and owned it ever since. hehehe!

4. why did i use manual snapshots for links?
--> because my pc is slow and i can't wait for widget to upload from snap.shots.com to my new blog template so i decided to make it manually.

more tweaking to come but i am H-A-P-P-Y! happy happy happy! im a happy cat!! and because im happy im gonna post this picture of marge simpson!!!!!! and because i love CHANEL! i cant wait to watch the SIMPSONS!!! friends let's watch! promise im gonna make time for us to watch!

i stole this from tara's blog!
ehehehehe!!




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ciao'

A BIG WELCOME

Welcome friends and family to my new blog.

i made this blog because my friggin' old one won't work. maybe i added to much stuff into it and tweaked it a little too much. so now i decided to make a new blog. i wont delete the old one, too many memories are still in it. 104 memories to be exact. it's hard for me to say goodbye to la dahlia, but as they say, out with the old, in with the new...

so friends. feel free to leave messages, comments, suggestions, violent reactions or even curses at my chatterbox, each and everything you say will be greatly appreciated.

SALAMAT PO.THANKYOU.

welcome

my new blog.
because i got pissed off using the old one.