ask me! ask me!

teka!! stop the presses!!! ang EHEADS may REUNION CONCERT?!! sa CCP?!! sa AUGUST 30!!!!!!!! TARA NA MGA FRIENDS!!!!! REUNION TO!!!!

huwaw. araw ng aking ina.

maligayang kaarawan sa aking pinakamamahal na INA.

nakakatawa ang araw na ito. pag gising ko tumatawa na ako.

1. ang pc ay maayos na!!! hello NTLDR!!!
ang una kong naisip ay makakapagblog na ako sa bahay!!! di na ako titingin sa paligid ligid kung gusto kong magblog! woohoo!!

2. nagising ako sa text ni lanchie. as usual quotes nanaman... di ko pa nga pala nasasagot yung tanong nia.

3. ang aga ko nagising. 7am eh katutulog ko lang ng 2am sa kakapanood ng tv

4. BIRTHDAY NG NANAY KO!! may spaghetti sa bahay!!! yum!

5. nakarami yata ako ng movies ngayon. movie overload to mga tsong!!! (indiana jones, hancock, beowulf, kung fu panda) i know luma na ang mag movies na to! sori! maraming nakapila eh

6. AUGUST NA!!!!!

7. yun lang.

nga pala birthday month ko na. dapat may gagawin akong kakaiba sa blog na ito eh. kaya lang marami akong mga bagon g friends ngayon, bago di sila makarelate kaya ibabalik ko na lang yung dati kong gimik. baka nest year gawin ko an yun.

pinauso to ni mio dati, pag wala syang maisip na worthy for the God's of the BLOGWORLD. isa pa, lumipat na kasi sila ng OZ kaya gusto niang makarelate at malaman ang mga bagay bagay dito sa pinas. anyway tapos na ang pag aabang. masyado ng mahaba ang intro ko. eto yun...


ASK ME 5 QUESTION. ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN. KAHIT BASTOS, GAGO, PILOSOPO, BANGAG, KORNI, KONYO, TRIP TRIP LANG, SERYOSO, SHET, KALAMDO, IRITABLE, NGARAG NA TOPIC. KAHIT HINDI KO ALAM. ITANONG NIO NA. n holds barred. again. ILL ANSWER EACH QUESTION AS HONESTLY AS I CAN.

IN RETURN, I'LL ASK YOU JUST ONE QUESTION. AND I EXPECT AN HONEST ANSWER AS WELL

--->instruction:

1. you can ask me, just 5, so think of your questions very well.

2. you can ask me kahit paisa isa. pwede 2 ngayon. next week 2 ulit basta ang total ay 5.

3. eto lang ang bawal: itanong kung pwedeng MANGUTANG, MAKAHIRAM, HUMINGI, BUMALE o kahit anong patungkol sa PERA. dahil wala ako nun.

4. every end of the week ko sasagutin ang lahat ng tanong nio KAYA WAG KAYONG MAGTETEXT AT NGANGARAGIN AKONG SAGUTIN KAGAD NO!. ipupublish ko lahat ng ito. (kung wish niong hindi ko i-publish txt me lang)

5. HAVE FUN.

okey ba?!!

TANUNGAN NA!!!

annoying

i just noticed, when i listened to my playlist on the way home last saturday, it was really very sad. full of break up song. some of the songs on the list are:
almost over you - sheena easton
running away - midnight hour
tears dry on their own - amy winehouse
stitches and burns - fra lippo lippi
dont speak - no doubt
go on girl - neyo
irreplaceable - beyonce
mata - mojofly

i swear i did not for the life of me meant the playlist to osound so heartbroken and sad. i may be heartbroken but im not sad. well, not that sad anymore. im happy! cant you tell?

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well, work wise im happy. the people i work with are nice, the place, the workload, everything, works for me. that's why i really dont want to be absent ever unless i really need to be. its been a while since i had this much fun with work. (i miss mobil 1!!!! )im usually burned out after two weeks of working. if i get used to my job, im dunzo.

oh yeah beofre i forget funny story at work, mr. eop has insisted on being serious with the whole eop giving us sanctions and whateves so... we have no choice. (besides the clients also wants us to follow eop coz yeah, they cant understand what we're saying) anyways, there, i have a cold last friday, (actually for the whole week) and i decided to be so maarte like in kris aquino way of speaking but a bit exagg, i asked ate ye about the situation regarding the email i just received so he asked his friend aaron from cs. so anyways he told her to tell me to tell the customer about the situation.

so in most exagg and annoying way, with my pointing finger sticking as i point and say in unison: "so... you're friend aaron from cs advised you, to advised me, to advise the customeeeeerrrrr to call customer service?" trust me im annoying last friday, everyone is planning to stab me in the back... (corny sa blog nung kwento dapat me aksyon, sa mga nagbabasa na kilala naman ako, imadyinin nyo na lang ung mga araw na ginagaya ko si kris... extra annoying kasi medyo ngo ngo yung english ko, tsaka parang negrang ang sarap batuhin sa mukha!! )

on a totally different part of the spectre, my birthday is coming!!!!!!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!! im so excited!!! im so excited!!!

what am i gonna get myself???? whatwhatwhat???? new shoes? itouch? shirts? or maybe a new boyfriend?!!! ngek!!! wahahahhaah!!!!

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shout out to:
baby v!! amishu!!! textme textme!!!
jasms! warlords po! showing na!!! tsaka dark night! as usual 1st showing tayo kasi magulo na pag maraming tao bad trip!!! wahahahahaha!!!

your thoughts?

ive been out of the blogosphere for so long (ngek! 2 weeks lang yata eh) i missed all the juiciest chika!! masyading bakla ang mensahe ko!

seriously. ive been sick. sick with either cold, cough, sore throat, and fever.

anyways... i've been meaning to buy a new gadget. im still confuse as to what i really want. im thinking in the lines of cellphones and/or mp3 players.

my choices are:

ipod touch


iphone


blackberry


anyways, i got a haircut
whatchathink?

birthdays birthdays and more birthdays

i was reading a book last friday about how to "write" yourself, and i came upon a chapter where various students form the author's writing class, described how they celebrated their birthdays when they were younger.

one student wrote about her birthday, she said that her birthdays are never happy, sure she gets cake and candles but she never saw her dad genuinely smile, because the day she was born, was the day her mom died.

and another student wrote about leaving her natal birthday behind and celebrating her "self-birthday". she wrote about how she let 20 years to pass, letting herself to celebrate her birthday confused and imprisoned in lies. so a week after her 21st birthday she called her mom and told her, she's gay. after the phone call, she called all of her friends and told them they needed to celebrate her "self-day". she never felt more alive than ever.

so i came to thinking, when was the last time i celebrated my birthday that i was truly HAPPY?

i looked at photos and videos of my past birthdays and the last time i REALLY celebrated my natal day was on my 7th birthday. my lolo was alive, all the people that i love and love me are all there, i had fun and i can see it on my pictures. i had a huge birthday cake with 7 pink candles, i had my sister beside me blowing my candles, everyone was on festive mood, oh and i saw my relatives from abroad actually came home for my birthday.

the next years were a bunch of "blah-days", and the most that got to me was my 18th birthday, my so-called "coming-out" birthday... and i didnt even have a single picture.

but i still remember how i celebrated it, we celebrated my bday at ei's condo at noval, my mom and dad brought us spag and chicken and cokes (coca-cola you dirty ass you) i remember i only invited i think 7 or 6 people-issai, ei, niz, maki, mai and aji... or did i invite anyone else? whatever. it was a happy day. but not that grand.

and my next birthdays after that, i simply erased from memory. nothing special ever happened to me during my birthdays, its either im in school or im working.

so this year, i make it a point that i will celebrate my birthday, even if im alone. im gonna buy a birthday cake(the biggest i can afford), spaghetti and coke zero. and eat it all till i burst! i'll only do that if im alone, if not (hopefully, my bday falls on my rest day) im gonna buy a cake(the biggest i can afford), cook spaghetti and chicken, buy my fave flavor of ice cream, blast music, and dance till i drop to the floor with my family and friends!!!!

hello

hello, its me again. yeah, i thought so too. nooooo... im still interested, but not right now. i have a lot of things going through my head.

yeah, it hurts, a lot, along with this one. i dont know why. i cant think of anything that its bothering me as of the moment, maybe its there. im just not aware of it.
i guess so.

i think it never left.

i think it never left.

...

well, i havent thought about it for a while, so how come it hurts?

yeah, its unfair for me to ask you that. yes, i know, you were never there, so couldnt answer me.

wait, you were there?

why didnt you tell? you've been hiding from me?

why?

oh.

i know, if i saw you, i would cry. i would breakdown. and you couldnt let me breakdown, you knew, that if that happens, my shell would be broken, and i would never regain that back.

thank you.

yes, i know.

next time you're there kick me a little so i know that you're there, but, dont take over that well okey?

i know, say hi to meany and happy for me, and to the rest of them there.

burned out

hello father's day!!
father's day is here
and i am in the house.
happy father's day to your dads!!!

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another burned out moment. its a sickness really.
im tired of blogging.
maybe next week ill have the nerve to write another.

i waaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnntttttttttttttttttttt one!!!!



photo by: jeremyville.com

jeremyville chucks

the list of yes

yes i like/love...

fire engine red
a box of crayons
blueberry waffles
lomo camera
snorkel, goggles, fins and diving shoes
cotton candy
spicy spaghetti
gossip magazine
skinny jeans on fat legs
isopropyl alcohol
bright yellow wayfarer
chucks
siomai
dark chocolate
giant coloring book
bow bow
spade
stand up comedians
coffee
gloomy afternoons
johnny depp
mint
lazy mornings
smell of tapsi
project runway
U.S.T.
beach
the strokes
perez hilton
hi-ro
csi
pyrotechs
jun matsumoto
snow
tsinelas
darkness
long baths
mails
imogen heap
regina spektor
the killers
artic monkeys
carpets
visionaries/maskman
ghost fighter
vincent van gogh
walruses
hot milk before bedtime
OLONGAPO
mermaid
kafka on the shore
middlesex
snl
philosophy and dr. co
wonder boy crackers
piyaya
old school headphones
bob dylan
jim morrison
freddie mercury
led zeppelin/jethro tull
cheddar&sour cream flavored ruffles
talking
san mig super dry
talbos ng kamote
skulls&heart shoes
history
GOD
stalking
daydreaming
perezhilton.com
airconditioning systems
people watching
muscle cars
roller coasters
rainbows
male jackets/cropped jackets
laughing
blue berry muffins
chinese movies
albino python
flaming flamingo pink leggings
steaks
loose pony tails
sharon cuneta movies
contact prints
black and white films
close up toothpaste
bbq's
dentist
popping bubble wraps


.... more to come

virgo quirks and moving in

my plan didnt pan out. the apt bldg that i was supposed to move into, got a little off schedule, instead of may, the date was moved to late june to early july, because of the weather. as you all know, in manila, it rains come 1pm or 2pm till night. so construction got delayed, and delayed and delayed and delayed.... so, i decided to postponed the move and not even look for a new apt. im busy with work and im sick as of friday. down with a flu and tonsilitis.

though, im feeling much better now, im still unable to taste or smell anything. this flu is taking the fun out of eating. i miss tasting food and smelling it. i ate my fave noodle earlier, and i cant even taste it!!!! waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

okey. back to reality. i had a marathon talk session again with ate janina. she was asking about the quirks and some gibberish about the mighty Virgos.

a virgo's quirks. i dont know about the others, but these are my quirks, as a virgo.

1. OC. as in Obsessive-compulsive. you get how we roll, like me, when i see something, like a shirt, i'll buy, every color i could possibly find on that shirt.

2. neat freaks. i like everything neat. clean. spotless. no questions asked.

3. organize. we like order. atleast i do. i even color coordinate my closet. my bed sheet to my pillowcase, comforter and blanket. not to mention ng robe and bath towel.

4. last laugh. i always have to have the last laugh or word.

5. practical. im practical. i dont buy things or get/do things without a higher purpose. everything has to have a reason.

whats your zodiac quirks?

wedding dress

no, not for me. not now atleast. was watching some show on discovery travel and living earlier with the mom, it was a wedding show of some sort. a mom was passing down her wedding gown to her daughter, and they gave it to a seamstress/designer to "re-work" it, in the words of christian siriano, make it fierce and fabulous! whatever.

so nweiz, i asked my mom about her wedding dress, and she said she had none. she just wore a simple white dress, when they got married. well, i know that mom and dad got married in city hall and they got married again in church, what i didnt know is that she didnt wear a gown! i always thought that she dressed up for the occassion.

she said that they did get married in church but it was just the two of them. and the priest and his assistants. no one else present. so she just wore a dress and my dad wore that bell bottom jeans i simply wanted to shred to pieces and a white polo.

wow. i was sad and disheartened yet deeply touched by the story.

it was supposed to be the most special day in a woman's life to have wedding and to wear a wedding gown, and my mom didn't get a chance to have that. yet, it was so intimate and personal and heartfelt. to have someone you truly love to be there. just the two of you there. present. all in the eyes of God. to present just the both of you together. no other people. more personal.

my mom said, she wouldnt change any of it. she doesn't want a grand or lavish wedding, just the two of them together is enough to make her happy. and its okey for her not to wear a wedding dress, just as long as she has a wedding ring. a band the symbolizes their love. a wedding dress doesnt say a thing to her.

wow. another wow. and another wow. i never looked at wedding that way. when i get married i'll probably do the same thing, except, i'll wear a wedding dress, and ivited prolly like 15-25 people. just the people that really matter to the both of us.

grand and lavish weddings are just ways of socializing, or in a lot of cases, a way to showcase the riches and money shits that people have. the thought of celebrating your most intimate moment in your life, with people you dont know, smiling and taking pictures with people you just met. i hate that. it'll give me a pained expression of happiness and disbelief. with the thought of "i dont know this people, why are they here? can they even remember my name without reading it from the invite?"

haha.

its raining and you've got nothing better to do - think of koseidon

or write or blog or whatever.

rainy season has always been my favorite. no stingy sun rays, no sweating, no b.o. from other peeps, no greasy arms in public transpo, no scurrying to the nearest mall to get cooled off, no more over priced shakes or sundaes. ha!

its nice to lie in bed all day and curl up with a good book.

but i tend to stay in front of the computer look at stuff and answer random question from people i dont know, and read other people's blog.

for lack of better post here, i took a survey/whatever it is they call this on friendster and answer...

--> lightbulb <-- while im answering this, i had a sudden burst of japanikido idea! i suddenly remembered koseidon!!! and humming to its theme song right now!!


When I'm drunk, I tend to ...laugh like a hyena

Shots or beers? ... both

Do you have drinking buddies? ... nah, sumasama lang ako pag may nagyayaya

What color of shirt are you wearing? ... white with green leaf/clover design

Name three things that are physically close to you: ... tv remote, cp, pc

Are you or were you a good student? ... hell yeah!

Do you enjoy sleeping late? ... sometimes, hassle lang gumising minsan

Who tells the best jokes? ... ako pwede?, rex navarette

What was the last thing you dreamed about? ... crying while on board to canada (the reason is beyond me...)

Do you believe in karma? .. yes.

Do you believe in luck? ... no

Do you like eggs scrambled or sunny side up? ... scrambled. malansa yung egg yolk pag puro

Are you proud of yourself? ... hmm... ewan

Are you reliable? ... pwede na rin, depende kung ano yung issue

Have you ever had a secret admirer? ... ewan, wala siguro

Do you like the smell of gasoline? ... hinde.

Do u like to draw? ... yes

Is your room messy? ... not in a million years

What do you like better: oranges or apples? ... pareho

Are you a good guesser? ... secret

Can you read other people's expressions ... uhu

Are you a bully? ... yes! guilty! pag sinabi ko NO yari ako!

Do you have a job? ... sadly yes. amp!

What time did you wake up this morning and why?? ... never slept, marathon tsikahan with ate janina eh

What did you eat for breakfast this morning? ... hot milk and fresh rain water ahahaha!

What do you plan on doing tomorrow? ... go to church and sound trip all day!!

What's your favorite day of the week and why? ... friday!!

Do you have any nicknames? ... dimple, pappon, poleng

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? ... wala im pretty pre-occupied with non living things to think of someone alive

Do you enjoy challenges? ... ewan.

Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? ... my sis in baguio

What's your favorite school subject? ... advance bio and genetics

What's your least favorite school subject? ... M-A-T-H

Would you rather have money or love? ... both. tae!

Do you miss anyone right now? ... nah. wala

Do you need to do laundry? ... no.

Do you listen to the radio? ... sang to every song

Who was the last person to make you laugh? ... ung babae sa divi

What is your favorite ice cream flavor? ... chocolate chip cookie dough

If you wanted to be in a band, what would you be? ... drummer or vocalist

What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten? ... wala

Do you want to live with your gf/bf forever? ... no, i need space

Where is the place you want to be right now? ... sa six flags or sa epcot!! roller coaster!!!

What song are you listening to? ... theme song ng koseidon

If you were given the chance to show your talent on stage, what would it be? ... kumain ng apoy!

who's your crush? ... si ano, si... oo sya na nga!!!

What movie/s made you cry? ... wala pa naman, i dont watch sappy movies

Name famous people you had a crush on? ... yun lang! si JOHNNY DEPP!

What are your favorite drinks? ... natural distilled drinking water

Which cartoon characters are your favorite? ... daria, mandy from the grim adventures of billy and mandy

Last time you went shopping? ... kaninang tanghali! DIVISORIA!!! DIVISORIA!!!

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to jog your memory of koseidon, eto... ung pix nia at mga alipores nia

dirty little secret

they know. they know.

my dirty little secret.

for all of you who heard me talk on the phone, you all know i sound very different. very different indeed. i sound like a sickly sweet sugar on acid, and you need to take a couple of insulin shots to calm your nerves after hearing me.

well, they know. and they were shocked! SHOCKED!!!

the guys weren't expecting the girly child-like voice would ever come out on a big tough chick like me. and because of that, i've been the butt of all jokes.

KADIRI.

but i can't help it. i really do sound like that.

is it just me? its just me.

im still having jitters from the past weeks happening. as you guys remember i told you about my new wave that im the only girl, (well now, we're 2. thank God) we had an extemporaneous speech for our esl class, and the topic i got was the shitiest ever. "do you believe in love at first sight? why or why not?" i said AMP*** out loud. and you know, when i say curses out loud, its really loud! good thing sam milby look-alike jason was the only trainer in the room. whew. we're kindda buddies eh. we're actually more at ease with jason around. some are a little uptight. anyways.

it's supposed to be a SPEECH. a SPEECH. not a question and answer portion. i got grilled on the spot and up to now, im still getting grilled. because i only manage to answer, "no, i dont fall for a piece of eye candy." after that i got bombarded with questions after questions. taena! nasabi ko tuloy, "baket ba? wag nio na lang alamin, dahil hindi ko rin alam! basta mangyayari un pag nangyari yun!" after that i got to thinking... what do i really look for in a guy?

whenever i think about what happened to me in the past, the only thing that came to mind was, whenever i develop a crush on someone, we always have a good conversation for weeks/months. and all of the crushes that i had became/already my good friends.

so i think. conversation is the key to my heart.

we should be able to converse about anything and everything under the sun. i'd appreciate it more if you could tell me a thing or two about a topic/subject i dont know. introduce me to a world i haven't been before. and you should never EVER pretend you know everything about a certain topic because i can tell. and lastly it doesnt matter if you're cute, or handsome or dashing, whether you're buff or not. physical beauty fades. and i dont need anything that's temporary.

its just a plus if you're an eye candy.

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and not to forget. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOMS IN THE WORLD!!!!

specially the BEST MOM in the WORLD!

I LOVE YOU MOM!!

10 irkable people on public transport

because of my weird hobby of people watching, i came up with 10 categories of 'irkable' people, those you cannot and i mean CANNOT by all means stand!

i know i cant, but hey, maybe you can. i hope you can recognize some of these people... enjoy

1. Guys with bitin shirts. not just bitin shirts but also those wearing skintight/pitis shirts and pants. they're not really that irkable, but they pinch a little nerve here and there. i just cant stand seeing some guys, waering one size smaller clothes, i would understand if its a girl, but on a guy its just plain nasty. it doesnt look good on them and im the one feeling the discomfort that comes with wearing those shirts/pants.

2. chismosas. man! these people i really cant stand. specially if you're really tired and going cross country on a bus and the people behind you cant stop yakking and yakking about people they hate and people they envy not to mention the megavolume of their screechy voices. do something more productive and conducive to society, instead of bashing other people behind their back.

3. crying babies. not that i hate babies and all, but sometimes you just really want to put a lid on the kid's mouth to stop him from crying. its like ringing hard on my ears whenever i hear a wailing baby, its irritating. with their never seeming to care parents that lets their babies cry all they want.

4. over pda couples. i mean cmon! i know you love each other very much, but you dont need to show the whole world how much you love each other by smothering each other with kisses and giggling and touching, making other people squirm. besides, its bad for a girls rep, people will think you're 'easy'.

5. senoir complainer. isnt it that the more a person gets older, the more mature he gets? i think here its the other way around. whenever i see a senior cit in public transport, they cant stop complaining whether its the way the driver maneuvers the bus/jeep or the aircon's thermostat. the oldies should be mature and not use their being old to get their way.

6. gumchewerstickwherever. these people are shits. they stick their gum wherever and the next thing you know, you got it on your shoe, pants, bag, hair, shirt etc. if i ever catch one on public transport, i'll personally cut out his tongue and stick on his chair with his gum.

7. cologne bather. specially if im on an airconditioned bus. damn! these people are so lazy taking a REAL bath, they resort to overpowering cologne shit. its suffocating and nauseaus.

8. feeling-friends. they're not that bad as the rest, but sometimes we need a little elbow room to breath in a not well ventelated area. its bad enough to have someone talk to you about people you dont know and couldn't careless but asked you to do the same thing? um, i dont think so.

9. IgotanIPODyoudont. i hope these people tear their eardrums already. we know you have an ipod you dont have to flaunt it, by blasting its volume louder than the bus's radio.

10. mega-low rise jeans. the sight of other people's butt-crack is enough to make me hurl. have some decency. have some self respect.

7-11 diet

im on a 7-11 diet. not by choice but by fate. because i live near a 7-11 store with no serious carinderia or fast food resto in sight or for the radius of 5 kms, i am left with 7-11 as my basic food provider.

i have virtually tasted every food offered/sold by 7-11. everything. im gonna die of preservatives, infrared heat by microwaves and synthetic meat and veggies. i feel my stomach muscles are churning out acids and burning my insides. slowly but surely.

i need to eat real food. give me real food. REAL FOOD.

please....

a HANA KIMI experience

aha! i dont know why these things always happen to me. in both of my work, i'm always surrounded by guys, from my previous comp, my barkada are guys, because the half of my barkada which consist of girls were transferred to the other wave, i was left with the guys. and now, my new job, and new wave, no joke. only girl. 24 people, 23 boys, 1 girl. huwaw!

the first day, i stuck out like a sore thumb, because i was only one with long hair, not to mention breast.

'twas ok for me, im used to being around guys all the time, my kada's in elem and high school are all barako. my cousins are mostly male. because i only have 3 female cousins. im close to my dad and lolo.

its actually fun, i think i gained 23 instant KUYA's in one day! ahahaha!!!

some think im lucky because im surrounded by guys, yeah i am, they're my brothers. i do not look at them as potential love interest, i look at them as family. they're easy to talk to, not bashing any one, and i finally have some people to talk to about on line gaming, rock music, absurd movies, old school cartoons!!! everything!!

hahaha!!!

asteg! btw, my girl na ulit, 2 na kaming babae sa wave.

what the hell is SO wrong with blogging?

blogging has evolve and became very diverse. it started out as a journal, just a journal. a place where you can pour your heart out. now blogging became many things, an advertising medium, a hate letter, a popularity contest and whatever it is you want and percieve it to be.

blogging has blown way out of proportions. people are criticizing it, chasticising it... i say what the fuck do you people care?!

if you dont like what you see, you're SOOOO free to not look at it, or even read it. but good Lord dont try to banish it from cyberspace. you're taking the bloggers right to express him/herself. and besides its a futile attempt to silence the blogger, because if you "ever" successfully 'shut it down', the blogger can simply sign up for it again and made a new blog. there's no stopping free speech.

because blogging is a way for people like me/us, to express ourselves in this hypocritical world of ours. its a way to relieve ourselves of the pain, pressure and stress that we feel inside. blogging is therapeutic for us, because we cant afford to pay for a therapist to listen to us rant, and we do not want to burden our friends or family who has problems of their own, or sometimes they are the subject of our frustrations.

if you find it very unappealing or even offensive, then stop going back and reading each entries. AGAIN, i must insist on the point that THIS IS A JOURNAL. whatever it is that's written here, are personal, defensive and offensive at the same time.

if we chose to show our feelings to the world, dont judge us, we're just being TRUE. we are not hiding anything, we are merely letting out the evil lurking inside of us. AGAIN, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, STOP READING IT.

this is a blog. a journal. a diary.

if the person writing in the blog bashes another person or what, its his/her way of blogging.

as for brian gorell, the man who made blogging oh-so-controversial i love his BLOG!!! its his blog. his right. his last chance to reclaim what is rightfully his, in the first place, and if blogging is the last resort that he has, then by all means blog! bloggers like me support you!
TEAM BRIAN PHILIPPINES!

ms. independent. ngeee

tudud. tudud. tudud.

okey now. isang buwan. one month to go, i'll be living the single life. no more living in dorms, no more bed spacing, no more living with relatives and family friend. its all on-my-own for me now. hopefully, if things run smoothly and according to plan, by may, i'll be living on my own in manila. libis or pasig is the location. its not a condo unit ha? wala akong ganong pera, apt lang, studio type. pwede na, meron akong nakita sa may libis, actually yung pinsan ko, malapit 1 ride away sa workplace ko, sa tiendesitas, sm pasig, gateway, araneta, at walking distance lang sa eastwood. woohooo! masaya to! di na sya living in commune, living alone na sya. kaya ma-e-excercise ang aking plastic. syempre bibili ako ng ref, industrial fan, tsaka stove, ung laptop ko, malapit ng mabili ung laptop na sony vaio pink/red kung ano available, pero gusto ko rin ung sa dell, ung red series nila. bahala na. its all up to it specs. research on it more.

pero im super excited na! gusto ko ng magkaroon ng sarili kong apt. rakenrol!!!

invited kayo sa housewarming ko! [pagdating ng araw] hahaha!

opera!

whew. parang napagod ako sa kakatype ah. eh iilang words pa lang natatype ko. anyways, i bruised my left pinky kahapon. because of some stupidity. ang sakit nia, in all fairness. ahahah!

well, earlier i was thinking of blogging about my grandma's pancake but as i sat here, while watching AI tanggalan night. naalala ko kagabi rocked! ANDREW LLOYD WEBBER night!!! yes!!! who hadn't heard of ANDREW LLOYD WEBBER!!! sir ANDREW! i tell yah! if i ever get to new york city, broadway st, i'll definitely - DEFINITELY spend many hours watching musicals. i watched hairspray and rent on dvd, i liked it, but i bet i LOVE the THEATER performance better. im a fan of theater. and theater acting is more raw and definitely not all can pull it off. that's why i have great respect of theater actors.

if i ever get a chance i would really watch these:

CATS - i was able to watch a few snippets of these performance through discovery channel
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
RENT
HAIRSPRAY
THE COLOR PURPLE
LION KING
JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR


and before we part dearies, i'll give you one of my fave song from SIR ANDREW

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Christine
Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Raoul
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

Christine
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Raoul
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Christine
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.

Together
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Christine
Say you love me...

Raoul
You know I do.

Together
Love me, that's all I ask of you.

Anywhere you go let me go too

Love me...
that's all I ask of you.

*hope y'all love it. its gonna be one of the songs at my wedding. when i get married.

10 things you dont know about me

wala lang, natutuwa lang akong sabihin to senyo. di naman sya importante, pero keber ba! blog ko to eh

10. HINDI ako kumakain ng maitim, kahit anong maitim, na tipong di ko na nakikita kung karne o gulay ba yung isusubo ko. seryoso. kaya di ako kumakain ng dinuguan, champorado etc. etc.

9. i kill people in my head. if my tally is correct, i've killed 463 people already, and tortured and kept alive 10 people for my pleasure. i visit them in my head before i go to sleep. ha!

8. my limit in beer is 7 bottles. when i get to my 8th bottle, i start to swerve and sway to 70's disco music in my head.

7. i cannot eat with mismatched spoon and fork. since we were kids we we're trained to eat with matching silverware, glass and plate. we're not rich we just like order.

6. i sleep with 7 pillows. 2 for my head, 2 on each side of the bed to act as a barrier, 1 for my hampalan [the pillow you hug at night. bakit 7? kasi gusto ko yung feeling na nararamdaman ko lahat na may katabi ako kunwari, kasi feeling ko secure ako.

5. when people tell me things, i pretend i forget so they tell me again, so i can daydream while they're talking.

4. too much caffeine and sobrang init ng ulo [i.e. asar galit inis] are the main cause of my migraine. shet!

3. i change name everytime i meet people, so when people yell my fake name in public, i dont look or pretend i dont hear them.

2. my favorite curse word is LECHE.

1. im rendered powerless in the presence of horrendous odours. may it be, halitosis, feces, imburnal, pozo negro! basta! lahat ng mababaho, tiklop ako!

now you know 10 things about me. what about you?

whatwhat?!!!

ha! hell yeah! electric blue nail polish! rakenrol!


arent you happy with people that when you ask a certain question makes you think of the bigger picture on why he/she said that?

example, when you ask someone whats your fave color, vanilla people will just say, red, blue, green whatever... but when you ask those chocolate chip cookie dough peepz whats their fave color, they'll answer flamingo pink, hot rod fire engine red, california sunset orange. diba? more rakenrol ang mga taong to! parang gusto ko silang makilala pa!

this people are creative and imaginative pare... parang they live in a multi-colored 70's mellow pot smoke world. cool.

adik sayo. adik sa atin.

ung friend ko from manila, sabi nia sakin sa text,

"alam mo adik ka sa mint... ano ba meron sa mint?"

sabi ko

"malamig. ewan, masarap mint eh."

"shet, ano masarap ron?"

"well, mint candies, mint chocolates, mint chocolate chip cookies, mint ice cream, mint ice tea, mint cake, mint puto, mint corn chips, mint potato chips, mint foot scrub, mint facial scrub, mint gum, mint water, mint t-shirt..."

"leche. mint."

eh masarap naman talaga yung mint eh, and i read somewhere that too much mint can leave you 'chidless' fuck that. pake ko.

duck tales and jologs days

isang malaking WOW!

ang tagal ko ring di nkpagblog! busy kasi akong maging jologs eh. wahahahaha. LOL! ineenjoy ko lang at sinusulit ang summer bago ako bumalik sa trabaho. tama na ang 1 month na pabandying bandying. tama na. kailangan ko nang kumita ng pera, kailangan ko ng pagbigyan ang mga bisyo ko! ahahahha!!

hay pag nagsimula na ako sa monday mamimiss ko na ang pbb, ghost fighter [never grew tired of this], eat bulaga!, cartoon network, movies sa hbo at cinemax. hay... pero life must go on eh. kaya sori na lang ako.

my kuya called last night. around 12 na yata sya tumawag para lang sabihin that the chucks i bought like 3 months ago sa factory outlet nila dito sa subic, was just released sa mega!!! wahahaha!!! napaglumaan ko na yung design!!! in your face fellow chuck addicts!

oh yeah before i forgot, was on my way home last thursday i think, or was it wednesday.... whatever. nweiz sa harap ako pinaupo ng dispatcher, reserved seat pare! okey, yun, we we're cruisin' along nlex, tas mga ewan 400 yards away nakita namin yung mga ducks [nakalimutan ko nanaman ang tagalog ng duck leche] patawid sa expressway!! wtf! eh alanganamang magmenor si manong, eh nasa expressway kami and we're going like 100kph, so nasagasaan ang mga duck. siguro mga 2 o 3 silang nasagasaan, sumabit pa! shet. kawawang mga duck.

uaap classic

naalala ko lang, habang nanunuod ako uaap classic replay nung sunday, ang dami ko palang namiss sa araneta. leche. games at cheerdance. bukod sa mahirap kumuha ng pesteng ticket sa kahit ano mang cheerdance competition, mahirap rin ang kumuha ng ticket para sa game ng tigers. taena. kailangan sa cheerdance ngayong 2008, kailangan!!! kundi papatay ako ng pikon! ahahahha

nakakasawa ang pag ibig

napapansin ko, maxadong seryoso ang mga entries ko. kaya babawan natin, hahaha.. di naman. nakakaloka lang.

ang hirap pala talaga ng pressure no. sabi ng mom ko, may bf naman daw ako.. dahil ako na lang sa lahat ng kabataan dito sa pamilya namin ay may 'pinagkakaabalahan'. eh ayoko eh. ayoko. hindi dahil sa walang may gusto, kundi sa kadahilanang ayoko na.

nakakapagod magmahal. lalo na pag matagal na kayo pagkatapos ay mag hihiwalay lang kayo. kahit gaano mo iningatan at minahal yung tao, wala rin. napakalaking emotional stress ng isang relationship. malaking emotional investment ang inilalaan mo, pero ano? nauuwi lang lahat sa wala. yung akala mong sya na, buo na ang loob mong SIYA na nga, biglang mawawala.

nakakatwa nga eh, anong alam ng isang tulad ko? isang 21 year old sa relationship? kung tutuusin bata pa ako, marami pa akong mararanasan... marami pa akong makikilala... pero bakit ang bilis kong mapagod? ewan. hindi ko alam. siguro nga, dapat hindi ako nadadala sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko, dapat ituloy ko to.

hindi ko kasi binibilang kung ilan na ang 'pinagkaabalahan' ko eh. its not in the quantity, its in the quality. kahit ba isa o 2 lang sila sa buhay ko, basta alam kong totoo yun, okey na ako. hay.

siguro iba lang talaga ako.

sana pagdating nia, sya na talaga. sya na. wala ng iba.

love means renouncing strength

- milan kundera, the unbearable lightness of being

review-rave-rant = review

my director of the moment-probably forever

as you read the title, im writing about my favorite director of the moment, probably forever.

the rawness and the intensity was clearly interpreted throughout the film. the naturalism of human nature was so exquisitely real to me that i second guessed, if the film that im watching was actually a raw footage of these tribe with cameras trailing behind them or a real hollywood movie. the emotions all throughout was conveyed in a very dynamic and tortured level of intimacy and awe that i was captivated.

the creativity of it all, the storytelling, the gore, the history, superbly translated to film.

i especially like the part where jaguar paw was pushed to his limits. you can see it in his eyes the longing for the freedom and his family and the willingness to survive was so intense that you'd feel your own heart pounding from stress and restlesness.

and another was the bloodshed of the film itself. yes, it was gorry, but then again, it was REAL. it wasn't as overpoweringly gross like some horror films, it was done magnificently and tastefully, point in case, the part where the jaguar lunged to the tribeman and totally tore his face off. that happens. that may actually happened in those times. nature in its purest and bravest form. brilliant!

the part that endeared me the most was the birth-ing of jaguar paw's son. torturingly beautiful. i am actually lost for adjectives for this scene. it is overwhelming.

and who am i referring to?

its the dark and tortured soul of the creative genius that is MEL GIBSON.

make more films... films that inspires, films that move. films that doesnt have the hollywood flair. films that potrays the rawness of human and animal nature. thank you for the passion. thank you for the geniosity. thank you for these films: The Passion of the Christ and Apocalypto.

25 years of forbidden kingdom

kung may pera lang ako bibilhin ko ang bagong album ni MJ, at panonoorin ko sa sine ang bagong pelikula ni Jackie Chan at Jet Li! ano ba yun?! ASTEEEEGGG tsong! im sure magiging 2nd favorite chinese movie ko to of all time!!! syempre numero uno es The Curse of the Golden Flower!!! wwwwaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

phat

i remember the time that i blogged about being fat and being told by alot of people, some i dont even know that 'i would be beautiful, if i werent fat', and remembered feeling so disgusted and so angry at how shallow these people were, for saying those things to me, that i resorted to laugh so hard because i pitied them for being so indiscreet about how they feel towards me.
and whenever i remember that time, i just feel so frustrated, because alot of people still feel that beauty is always associated with being skinny. that being accepted in this day and age for being fat? is as far long as the the first amphibian evolved into a land animal.
no matter how we try, or preach or propagate positive ads about being fat, chubby or horizontally challenge, people still cannot find it in their hearts to look deeper into the person before saying things to them.
and i am slowly getting tired of telling people to "beuaty is only skin deep."
if i ever get another "compliment" like that again, i'll just shot back and say "put a sock in it, assface!"

being skinny is not being perfect ir pretty, being skinny is being skinny.

a cacophony of sorts

a cacophony... wala lang... ang talino nung dating ng title eh. kakaaliw. isa pa namimiss ko na ang mga high faluting words na yan na sa college papers ko lang nagagamit.isa pa if i talk to someone using english words such as the one i used in my title, i fear that i would cause a sudden gush of blood from the nostrils of the person i am speaking with. ha! tama na.

in other news, tomorrow will be the WORLD EARTH DAY. we will have an hour of power interruption GLOBALLY, to raise awareness about the massive deterioration of our planet and the carelessness of human beings. bout time dangnamit! this not some heroes-shit about save the cheerleader save the world bull! this is serious business! we really need to save the world. we dont have anywhere else to go if this planet suddenly goes kaboom! we need to reuse, reduce and dangnamit recycle! RECYCLE! so if you ever see Paris Hilton going up and about in LA or wherever part of the world she's in, drive her to the nearest recycling plant, we should really recycle plastic more often. maybe we could make out something more productive to society than lolling around flashing everyone with your VV.. haha!! just kidding! i love paris hilton! she makes my day so... whats the word im looking for??? uhm.... entertaining!

in other unrelated paragraph, i just remembered something about food. we always associate food with memory right? or atleast in my case. because we travelled all the way to san fernando, pampanga earlier to buy some sweets and uraro and taba ng alimango and pastillas etc. for pasalubong for our kamag - anak in the states. so, my sister who loves pastillas and anything creamy ate in one sitting like 5 packets of pastillas. and i just sat there beside her staring as she gobbles up piece by piece like she just discovered the wonderful world of disneyland. and out of the blue i remembered way back 1999 or 2000 i think, we were sitting on the dining room, across from each other and i was just looking at her, concocting her own version of yema. she did it in a theatrical way like i was an audience and she's a chef.
when she finished, she offered some to me, and to the rest of the clan but no one dared to take a bite. she wasnt disappointed or anything, but she was quite happy that no one liked it but her... (greedy monster! ehehe) so for the last 24 hours she ate her yema every minute. she finished it! the whole friggin' bowl! if you've been to our house you'd know which bowl im talking about... anyway yeah she finished it. the next day... she had a bad case of the numbah 2! she got LBM from eating too much! haha! she was so smug about making her own yema and finishing it all!! the whole house was laughing so hard! hahahaha!!! i still laugh whenever i remember that. hay.

new age mantra

i refuse to wallow in pain
i refuse to suffer because of him
he is NOT worth it
i am pretty and smart and talented
i DESERVE better
so much better!

for the 7 month/year itch/curse.

i miss the beach...

this is how you complement a lady

"my wife taught me how to be a man,
and a lot of other things i thought i knew,
i was about 68% of a man, when my wife came,
she taught me how to be a 100% man... i love her"

- Tom Hanks on the Oprah Show

this is the life

there is nothing like early morning relaxation in a hammock, with the breeze cradling you.

eye candies, tattoos and a lot more

i refuse to wallow in pain and misery. and i refuse to let other people know about what happened/happening to me. i refuse. so instead im gonna showcase here the things that are running in my head. first of, my crushes, yes plural, i have lots, and im not gonna hold back... im gonna show you people my crushes since i can remember! hahaha!! brace your self!

forever crush:
cmon! who doesnt LOVE ♥♥ the hotness that is JOHNNY DEPP! whether he's rugged, dirty, perv, cleancut, i love him!! I ♥♥♥♥♥ him!







pretty boy crush:
hay... jun matsumoto. mas maganda sya sakin!!! waaaaaaaahhhhh!!! whatever. i still ♥ him.









bad boy crush:
danny messer! csi ny hottie!










as of now crush:
who is not inlove with this guy right now? no one. hay... i want a makulet na lovelife. hahahaha!!!






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tattoo. i've been contemplating on getting a tattoo of a cherry blossom on my arm, yes, my whole right arm. it would consist a branches and cherry blossoms, with initials of my relatives and friends. like a memorial tattoo for those who passed away. every time a person close to my heart dies, i would inked a cherry blossom on my arm in his/her memory. for now, im gonna put that dream on hold, when i told my parents about it, this is their exact reply "sige, pa-tattoo ka, pag dating mo dito, nakahanda na yung kutsilyo at tatalupan kita..." diba???! supportive parents!

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slum booking-buking!

THE LETTER A
Are you available?: yes. finally.
What is your age?: 20
What annoys you?: waiting, sweat, hot sun

THE LETTER B
Do you live in a big house?: Nah.
When is your birthday?: 08.31.1986
Who is your best friend?: paula

THE LETTER C
What's your favorite candy?: reese's peanut buttercups. meiji black choco
Who's your crush?: just look up.
When was the last time you cried?: i have yet to cry.

THE LETTER D
Do you daydream?: uh... yeah!
What's your favorite kind of dog?: i want a blue coated chow-chow and a collie
What day of the week is it?: thursday

THE LETTER E
How do you like your eggs?: overturned
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: stare blankly into space

THE LETTER F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes
Do you use fly swatters?: not anymore

THE LETTER G
Do you chew gum?: yes
Are you a giver or a taker?: giver and taker
Do you like gummy candies?: yes

THE LETTER H
How are you?: never better
What color is your hair?: Brown

THE LETTER I
What's your favorite ice cream?: i ♥ chocochipcookies ice cream
Have you ever ice skated?: yes

THE LETTER J
What's your favorite jelly?: blueberry
Do you wear jewelry? nope

THE LETTER K
Who do you want to kill?: a lot of people
Do you want kids?: im sticking with 6

THE LETTER L
Are you laid back?: laid-back is an understatement
Do you lie?: yes

THE LETTER M
What's your favorite movie?: right now its ACROSS THE UNIVERSE
Do you like mangoes?: yeah all types!

THE LETTER N
Do you have a nickname?: yes, julai, jules, dimple, pappon, poleng
Whats your favorite number?: 6
Do you prefer night over day?: night

THE LETTER O
What's your one wish?: Nothing bad happens to my family.
Are you an only child?: nah

THE LETTER P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: something bads gonna happen after being so happy
What personality trait you look for in people?: honesty and frankness...

THE LETTER Q
What's your favorite quote?: Nobody is perfect but parts of me are excellent

THE LETTER R
Do you think you're always right?: No

THE LETTER S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rain

THE LETTER T
What time is it?: 1:06 am
What time did you wake up?: past 10
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: grade 6, GSP camping trip

THE LETTER U
Are you wearing underwear?: Of course!

THE LETTER V
What's the worst veggie: AMPALAYA!!! yuck!
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Siargao, palawan, aspen, ottawa

THE LETTER W
What's your worst habit?: staring blankly into space
Where do you live?: sa lugar na bawal ang tamad! OLONGAPO CITY!
What's your worst fear?: failure

THE LETTER X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: yup
Have you seen the x-games?: no
Do you own a xylophone?: when i was a kid, was never good at it

THE LETTER Y
Do you like the color yellow?: opkors!
What's one thing you yearn for?: go back in time

THE LETTER Z
What's your zodiac sign?: virgo
Do you believe in the zodiac?: nah! i had a bad case of zodiac diarrhea!
Favorite zoo animal?: tigers! ROAR!

wtf.

after holy week i'll be a busy bee again. im finally going to file/check/process my papers, that i've been putting off for quite some time now. i dont know what will happen to me, or how much money i need to process that damn papers. if i listened to my parents earlier, they would've shouldered the expenses for me. now im on my own. blech. where am i gonna go? i dont know. canada? im not sure. sanfo? what am i gonna do there? vegas?? and be with tita? hardly. hay... im not sure.

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there are times im regretting the fact that i quit my job, but whenever i think of the reason why i quit, the only reason that i can think of, is the people i left behind. that's it. i would've been miserable and pitying myself till now if i stayed. so i guess im good. the lack of money in my pocket right now, doesnt even bother me one bit. so i guess im still good.

mobil1... i dont know what to say. for someone whose very talkative, im lost for words.

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EMBASSY EMBASSY EMBASSY!!! THE GUCCI GANG!!! wtf? ahahaha!!

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and to pacman!! congrats!!! one hell of a fight!! i watched it live!!! though i still think marquez should win! but what the heck?! what do i know!

.

up to now, i still cannot think of anything to say to my friends.
it's really hard to say goodbye.

my goodbye - part 1.

it took me a week to finally decide to quit my job. i weigh it down meticulously. like any normal decision making. and from what i point out, being in love with the people you are working with, is really not enough reason for me to stay. i do love them dearly but they are not going to make my performance better or my whole working state bearable.

if im not happy, im not going to be able to enjoy working, not being able to give my 110% to my job is unfair. for me, the company, and especially the people im serving.

i have come to love my job, loathe it, and love it again. but this time around, even if i love it, i must step back and let it go. i know it has given me a ton of opportunities, chest overflowing with wonderful memories, and a chockful of friends whom i considered as family (spending time with them more than spending time with my blood family) and of course how can i forget a truckload of goodies. i know that everything will change. i know that a lot of people will be dissapointed with me and my decision, (for some have tried to dissuade me from quitting) but i have set my mind. i have decided.

im making this move not just for myself, but for my family. my health, my physical and mental state.

i will never forget the people, the experience, the language, even the place.

all of you will be forever etched here ..... in my heart. whether you made my life miserable you are here. i love you guys... TAE.

to lpeteers:
2 weeks lasted for months.
though only a handful of us stayed in etelecare, we never forgot where and how we really started. giddy and nervous fresh grads and of course comebacking mothers for work looking stupidly beyond the batcave oggling the makati based agents, chatting and dreaming that one day, we'll proudly walk along the hallways of etelecare flashing a big grin on new applicants while wearing the 'then' coveted etel id. what losers we were back then. hahaha!! to you guys, mommy susan, cindy, juicy, pao, mike, tin, leonard, wowie and regie... im proud of all of you for continuing the battle. stay strong. dont go on awol. im just a text away. and before i forget, precious, nen and of course owie. thank you my schwa goddesses of language! hahaha!

to techpets!:
again another friggin' 2 weeks! though some of the time we're bewildered and confuse often caught saying... "ano ba tong pinasok naten?"
meeting new people, though we started out as ignorants shoved with memory modules and mobos, everyday was a happy day. to my ne found friends on techpet, jay, maja, remy, star, chris, aster, rico, george, koray, and anna. even though we started out badly, we ended up great. WE ROCK! CONQUER THE TECHWORLD WITH HIGH REGARD FOR YOURSELVES! basta ang inuman sa kalsada ituloy yan. nga pala! hi kay trainer allan!

to clientspec-tators/wave 7/tuesday group:
ito ang barkada. disclaimer muna, kaya tagalog na to kasi baka makantyawan pa ako ng mga lokong to. masaya ako nakasama ko kayo. kahit pahirap kayo sa buhay ko. mga tangina kayo! mamimiss ko kayo! lalo na ung mga bugok kong kainuman at kakulitan. masaya at malungkot na karanasan nandito na. pero di ko ipagpapalit yon. mga magdamagang inuman, mga murahang kwentuhan, mga lasing na usapan, kainang umuusok. walang patid na asaran. tumibay talaga sikmura ko sa inyo. hanggang ngayon pinagmamalaki ko kayo. mahal ko kayo. galit ako sa inyo. mamimiss ko kayo.
ac, ging, lanchie, sheva, ryan, aina, kaye, tonee, momi liezl, dadee rolly, anne, ruby,lajoel, mel, rio, caloi... tangina ayusin nio buhay nio ha! wag na wag kong mababalitaan na nagbabagong buhay na kayo at di na kayo umiinom at humihithit! taena! oy dennis! wala lang. jeff at rj! galing nio sa quickbooks!

to team archer!
what can i say! the best non bonded/bonded team ever! wahahha! issue galore and kona! awol and buddy system! cake!!! and all those 6 hour long calls, r.a. and a lot of OT's. first team ever . kahit na lagi tayong may struggle sa stats natin okey lang. basta masaya tayo. kay boss faith... na para sakin magalit na lahat! wala akong pake! ang PINAKAMAGANDANG TL sa INTUIT sa ETEL pala! boss! mamimiss kita! seryosong makulit ka kasi! kay ian, na pinaiyak si anna at pinaiyak ng lahat, lalo na ng pinakaba ka namin sa awol issue. IKAW PA RIN ANG THE BEST SME ng INTUIT-CORE! idol! kay quin, dong, diane, ron, roms, ana, kayong wave 6 ha! wala lang. saya nio... kahit na malabo tayo sa una, masaya naman tayong nagtapos.

to team vhin:
eto ang pinaka tragic sa lahat! magbenta daw ba! sori tl ha, from the top naging bottom team ka sa reg queue, pero swerte mo! nakilala mo kami! wahahaha! kahit na half ng shift ko naka coaching ako! pero dahil sayo tl, napunta ako sa pinaka-na-the-best-pa! ng LOB sa intuit, ang cs. kung di dahil sayo di ako mapupunta dun. tsaka kay jec, kahit lagi kang tulog pag lunch time! wahahaha!! tinutulong mo kami!
kay nicky, marthee, joy at sherwin, dyan lang kayo... do what you guys do best!

teka san na ba? ah sa the best team ever. at best LOB ever.

wag muna. di muna ako magmemessage senyo. baka maiyak kayo.

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100 questions

akala ko di na nagpost to. well okey lang. atleast diba. masaya to.
naalala ko ang mga kagaguhan ko nung college habang brinabrowse ko ung luma/bago/matagal/recent/present kong blog sa lj. if you want to check it, ito sya http://dahliasatea.livejournal.com, i love this entry wehehehe, reminds me of .... secret. wag na lang. napatext tuloy ako sa mga kaibigan ko bigla!

Today Did You-
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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?
> nope
2. Learn anything new?
> greek

3.Talked to an ex?
> nnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooo

4.Miss someone?
> yeah. mi abuelo

last person who
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5. Laid in your bed?
> akoooo lang

6. Made you cry?
> ang lolo ko sa panaginip

7. You went to the movies with?
> wala, di pa ako nakakapasok sa sinehan mula hayskul

8. Went to the mall with you?
> di ako umalis sa bahay

9. You showered with?
> ako lang siempre!!!

10. Made you laugh?
> mi nanay!

11. Hugged you?
> mi tatay!!

-General stuff-
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16. Favorite location?
> sa harap ng t.v at kompyuter

17.Tattoo?
> pag 25 na ko!

18. What are you most scared of this
second ?
> ma diskonek sa internet

19. Where do you want to get married?
> sa chapel sa subic

21. Does anyone like you?
> ewan

22. Do you like being around people?
> ung gusto kong tao lang.

23.Have you ever cried?
> siempre!

24. Are you lonely right now?
> nope!

25. Song stuck in your head?
> stitches and burns

26. Been on radio/TV?
> yes! yes! yes!!

28. Ever liked someone who treated you
like crap?
> nope! i treated them lyk crap too!!!

30. what color shirt are you wearing
right now?
> White

31. Name three things that you do every
day?
> take a long baaaaaaaaattttttthhhhhhh
> watch tv
> surf the net

32. How much cash do you have on you
right now?
> 1,200

33. Are you bored?
> di rin

35. Who got you to join Myspace?
> mah cousin

38. What web site do you visit the
most?
> my blog, multiply, perezhilton

39. Do you have plants in your room?
> none

41. Who was the last person who hugged
you?
> si kuya kakayakap lang nia ngayon eh.


-SECRETS-
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1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
> d character from my story

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE
TAKEN?
> sa dorm

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP
STATUS?
> senggel

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL
YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
> yeah...

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
> crap but happy

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
> my black heart watch

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
> no relaccion!

10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND
CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
> yeah i goddamn do!


11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE
DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
> a hump back whale


12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
> yeah

13 NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY
AS YOU?
> cerahville!

HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A
LARGE AUDIENCE?
> yeah.

WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE
ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
- the jawline!

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM
STARBUCKS?
- mochacaramel frappe

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?
> wala! i pee lyk crazy while drinking

DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR
TV SHOWS?
> i'll never outgrow kiddie films

NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU
TODAY?
> mani and pedi

DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
> some spanish, basic turkish, italian, french, and learning greek

IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
> wala naman

WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?
> my back


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across the universe - a coño entry

i hate the sunlight
it stings my eyes
i hate the mornings
its so hot and noisy
i hate lunch hour
places are fool of people
dining and whining and chatting
i hate the day.
so not the night...
- musings of a call center worker

na inlove ka na ba... sa isang pelikula?
ako oo. napaka ganda nia. napakaganda. iba to. nakakamangha. walang sikat na artista, walang kiyeme sa salita, walang halong kabulastugan. walang pasintabi...

ang ganda nia. panoorin nio, di man ako sikat na kritiko, kakaiba man ang taste ko, sa tingin ko lahat ng tao maggugustuhan to.

lalo na ung fan ng beatles. ive always said that i was born on the wrong music era. isa pang patunay.

lahat ng kanta ng beatles, ay isinapelikula! kuhang kuha! damang dama!

love across the universe. bow...
i humbly present myself to thee...

* i dont know how many times i've watched this movie, i stopped counting when i reached 10, yet it never fails to amaze me...
this is one of those movies that you wont feel bad when you buy the original dvd, its worth every penny






chunky chunky clunky clunky

everything is PINK!

i love love pink! well next to red... but since im a girl, pink is a definite color for a GIRL.. and i just found this cutie cutie pink gadgets! im so in love with pink right now!

here it is:

im specially loving the pink vaio! save save save!




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was reading my PAST blog entries. and been reading "some"

nakakamiss ang iyong kwento
nakakamiss ang iyong kaaliwan
nakakamiss ang iyong paniwala

in short, namimiss na kita!

TANGA! MAGPAKITA KA!! WAG KANG TEXT LANG NG TEXT!

chamba habit

i swore off koreanovelas when i got addicted to Endless Love... now, im eating whatever it was that i spat out because i just cant get enough of coffee prince!
to the point of downloading every freaking episode on my pc.
shet.

i dont want to elaborate on the plot. im still on a massive hang over from the last episode i watched.
shet.





ang cute cute ni hanjie!!! ang ganda ganda ni encan! whahaha!




tae!

tae

the end is near
5 days to go mga tsong hiwahiwalay na...
sa tingin ko ang pinakapinanghihinayangan natin eh hindi yung mismong program eh, we couldnt care less about the damn thing, ung samahan ang mahalaga. un talaga. kahit ako galit sa pesteng pangyayari na to. sayang. 3 months to mga tsong... 3 months pinakamatagal kong team to. at pinakamasaya.

mamimiss ko to:





yes, this is how the world works... yes, we may be naive... because no amount of explaination can dispel whatever that is we are feeling right now. no amount.

i'll miss the laugh.love.life.and complaints. camaraderie.